Things have gone very very bad

Today, March 7th 2024 started pretty regular, as always i left for work early so i’d have a parking space at the office.
The morning was pretty normal, however after lunch and the mandatory thin cigar i started feeling unwell.
Really unwell.
So much that i went to a seperate and desolated part of the Office, i was hot, sweating, dizzy, chest pain and pressure..this lasted long..too long, I’m guessing 45 minutes.
Later it would become clear that this was heart attack #1

When i started feeling a tiny bit better – i still didn’t inform my colleagues who were in meeting – i decided to get out for some fresh air and of course another cigar.
I sat down on my car seat for a bit as there are no seating places outside at the office.

When i went back inside and sat down at my desk things went bad again, really bad, like 10 times as worse as before.
I couldn’t even walk anymore.
Heart attack #2

I had to inform my colleagues now and i felt this was only getting worse.
After explaining the things i was going through to my colleagues they decided to call an ambulance, in the meantime i had to go to the toilet and then i decided to stay there until the ambulance people arrived, lying on the cold floor, as i felt the cold helped me to stay focused and present.

When the ambulance people arrived i was back at feeling fine, i could answer any question like the medication I’m using, medical history etc.
But they decided to take me to hospital emergency room anyway, to make sure i was OK.

After arriving at hospital the emergency staff asked more questions and did plenty tests but all seemed to be ok at first.
Until they left me alone for a while, there it was again, that awful feeling, dizziness, ears beeping, sweating, hot, not knowing if i should sit, lie down ,stand up.
Couldn’t stand having clothes on so i started taking them all off, and i noticed the ‘alarm’ button tied to my bed, better press it.
Heart attack #3

This time i was monitored with all possible machines and the wonderful staff took immediate action to make it easier for me, blood thinners, morphine etc and then immediately to the operation room where it because clear i had 2 clogged arteries that needed a stent.
Surgeon said he would fix the worst affected (96%) and the other (80%) to be stented 3 weeks later, March 28th.

The following 50 hours i stayed in hospital, in the heart monitoring department and was able to go back home March 9th.

As i had been smoking free for 50 hours then i decided to just bite the bullet and don’t restart at all, given what i just gone through a wise decision i think.